Category : Life
Blog 13
Blog Boredom (Zzzzzz)...
As I 'eluded to' in my earliest blogs, I think I'm about out of steam. The only thing I can confess to you today is that I'm in a weird state of 'romantic' stasis (a sort of involuntary 'paralyzation’'). 😦 I can't explain this place I'm in (mentally). It's not only hard to explain but hard to detect. I feel like being romantically mischievous, just for the sake of soothing my momentary boredom. I even thought about calling one of my exes, just to have some juicy material to report to you in my blog! I'm thinking of horrible things to do to people, just for the mere sake of entertaining myself (and you, of course). That's sick and mean and I don't know why I'm even entertaining the thought. It's not like I haven't done it before though, dial up a person from my past I had no real desire to see (or even speak to), just because I needed something 'to do'. Fortunately, those moments are few and far between. Truthfully, I'm not usually prone to boredom (romantic or otherwise). I think I'm relatively creative and I can think of a solution to squash the Boredom Effect before it actually takes hold. I think that probably a lot of people get this feeling but they most-likely 'misdiagnose' it as loneliness. I think that's how a lot of relationships we are really not ready for, get started...on the wrong foot...from that one dumb phone call you made to 'check up on' somebody or that one 'innocent' e-mail you sent "just to say Hi!". Man, this sucks! My choices are sad and simple; I could start a conversation with someone that I don't want to finish or sit around with nothing (of consequence) to do. Well, given my short attention span and ‘sometimey' nature, I guess I should just ride it out and see what's coming up for me. The funny thing is, I know I'm in stasis right now but I have a very peculiar feeling that something really interesting is about to happen (I hope I don't have to eat those words). I'll just wait and report something that's worthy of reporting. You have my word, if something of note comes up, I will append it to this message or start a sparkling new blog entry for you. Smooches! 💋
Posted : 2006-08-23 01:28:00 PM Created : 2006-08-23 01:42:00 PM Visible to : Publi
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