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My Sexy And Powerful Hobbit Feet
A new year, a new me (I hope). I've had a few exciting developments take place recently but they really weren't new "revelations" or "directions" so I decided not to write about them. I have, however, discovered a new part of myself that has helped me gain some much needed sexual power. 💋 Now, let me preface this entry by admitting that this is something that started with an old boyfriend of mine (in my college years). He'd wanted to know all my sizes so he could buy me things that he thought would be cute on me (I sure miss those kinds of boyfriends). 😔 Anyway, I gave him all my sizes but I hesitated when it came time to give him my shoe size. I quietly admitted, "I wear a size 11". 😬 After my confession, I remember looking at him, quickly shutting one eye, as I tried to gauge his reaction to my confession. I was waiting for, "Dang girl! Size 11?!" He really wasn't that type of guy but I feared that type of reaction nonetheless. Surprisingly, he then admitted to me that he thought my feet were one of the sexist things on my body and that he loves looking at them and touching them. WTF?! 😲 At first, I thought he was just trying to make me feel better (he was that type of guy) but when I looked at him, I knew he was totally serious. That night, we engaged in some harmless foot play and though he enjoyed it, it really didn't seem to do very much for me. Maybe all those years of being self-conscious about my shoe size really didn't help me relax very much. So recently, as sort of a harmless joke, I started a group on a popular site called, 'Cute Chicks With Big Feet'. I posted a few pictures on there but I didn't really expect a lot of attention-it was more like a "stress" reliever to me. On one hand, it was admitting a (previously) “tender" subject for me on a very grand scale (like when Kirstie Alley did that show Fat Actress ) and on the other hand, it was a way of "creatively" expressing myself in way that I hadn't before ( I'm game for about anything once ). ☝🏾 Surprisingly, I received a lot of very positive feedback. Now, before you get started on me (after actually seeing my feet), I'm not claiming to have beautiful, flawless feet. In fact, I'd liken mine to that of a hairless hobbit variety in shape and size but that doesn't mean that there aren't people out there that like hairless hobbit-like feet, right?! So, I posted a few more pics on my BlackPlanet page. After overwhelming positive notes (and one rude note), I decided to start a MySpace page (Cute Big Footed Chick) and then a Yahoo 360 page (same name ). 🦵🏾 While there are those that proudly confess their infatuation with feet, there are still numerous foot freaks (I mean that in a kind way) that want to keep their foot fetish on the "DL". 🤫 I totally respect that and I happily answer their emails, messages and requests for more foot shots without one moment's hesitation. So, what's the end result? I'm feeling a sense of power that I never had before. There is something that happens that feels very empowering, when a person wants to see your feet and not your naked body! Frankly, the fact that people view me in a very sexy, regal and confident way because of my feet, has done LOADS for my self esteem and after last year, I could use some of it. I know this all sounds peculiar but there are guys that claim to now worship my feet! 🦶🏾 Hey, I wouldn't begrudge anyone their wildest fantasies, as long as they include me and don't hurt anybody (especially me). It's even motivated me to take better care of my feet (which I hadn't done for some time since I'm pretty much boyfriendless at the moment ). I don't know for sure but it looks like this year will be a very good one. It's certainly starting off that way! 🙂 Later! ✌🏾
Posted : 2007-01-09 08:46:00 AM Created : 2007-01-09 10:59:00 AM Visible to : Public
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