Category : Romance and Relationships
Blog 16
You're A Poser, Farce and Hypocrite!
Well, I'd been taking a break from this whole therapeutic blog thang to get some things (thoughts and concerns) together. There have been some things that have happened recently to suggest that September will be a very interesting month. Full of danger, passion and intrigue! With that in mind, I'm reflecting on an earlier blog entry of mine (Sorry Dude, You're Not Tall Enough) in which I admitted that I'm open to new types of people, with regard to romance.❤ With the 'recent' events, however, I find that I'm testing myself in just how far I'm willing to go with this newfound philosophy. Case in point, there's a stunningly attractive young man that I've been occasionally conversing with. I find him very interesting, smart, mature and quick-witted (all the good stuff). I can't say that here have been any real or overt romantic overtures with him but because of him, I find myself wondering just how far off the beaten path I'm willing to stroll. Take for instance AGE. I talk BIG about how enlightened and uninhibited I am in considering a mate but seriously, how young is too young? I know all that jazz about 'age ain't nothin but a number' blah, blah, blah but there has to be a limit, right? I'm now 35, so how much younger than that am I willing to go? Don't worry, I'm not talking Mary Kay Letourneau young 👶🏾-I'm talking LEGAL. 🤏🏾 Let's be frank about something else too. The 'age thing' isn't as looked-down upon with an older man-younger woman scenario but we're still having some problems digesting the younger man-older woman situation. When a young hottie tries to holla at me, suggesting that I should consider giving a 'younger man' a try, I feel a little...oogy. 🥺 I simply tell them that considering myself an older woman at the tender age of 35 is a mortifying thought! After all, 30 is the new 20! So, as I go on this journey of self-expression, preservation and all that other psychological bull crap, I'm reexamining what my actual limits are. I'm concerned that I'm a little too old fashioned and rigid to accept too many variations on romance. 🤔 I'm concerned that my newfound discovery of 'my limits' make me a poser, farce and hypocrite . I don't want to be uptight and anxious! I need to relax and see what the future holds for me, that's just easier said than done. I know you're wondering what the hell the real story is behind today's blog. However, I can't divulge all the juicy details at this early stage but I feel relatively certain that I'll have some interesting things to share with you later. I just didn't want another day to go by without my sharing something personal with you. Until next time...Smooches XOXO!
Posted : 2006-09-06 12:32:00 PM Created : 2006-09-06 12:44:00 PM Visible to : Public
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