Category : Romance and Relationships
Blog 33
Incomplete Thought Part I
This will be a short, serious entry today because I haven't quite finished "my thought" but I wanted to record the beginning, so I won't forget! Today, I've decided to do some relationship "house-cleaning" that will probably last through this whole week. I can't say how this relationship "house-cleaning" will manifest itself because I don't know yet. However, I can tell you that one of my resolutions this year was to not deal with men that are too selfish, too sensitive, too boring or too aggressive. Sadly, I've gotten a healthy dose of each and the year is just beginning! Part of what I learned last year (and many years before that) is that a romantic "potential" exhibiting those behaviors early on, is a good indication of what's to come. The truth is, I'd much rather be alone than to deal with any of those types, as experience has shown-it only gets much worse. I think what I need to do is concentrate my energy on someone that understands my eccentric "under-belly". I need someone to understand and appreciate the sometimes complex animal that is ‘ChaunyBaby'. I know now that I need a creative, witty person that intrigues me (in a good way) otherwise, all hope is lost. I know it sounds like a tall order but I don't think it is. I mean, I don't always understand myself, so it seems dumb to expect someone else to *BUT* there is a select group that have been able to do just that or least, that's the impression they gave me. The fact that it didn't work out "for the long haul" is really a small thing, in the grand scheme. I say that because I know (think) I'm a more mature person now, so I think I could probably handle things better now, than I did then. Who knows though, that could all just be wishful thinking on my part but I choose to be optimistic and see the glass as half full, not half empty. My life is working better than I want to admit sometimes, so I just have to make sure I continue the good streak I'm on. Wish me luck!
Posted : 2007-01-15 07:58:00 AM Created : 2007-01-15 08:12:00 AM Visible to : Public
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