My Sucky Valentine (Recovered)

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Originally posted (publicly) on February 15, 2008 

Category : Romance and Relationships

My Sucky Valentine

If I wasn't so offended and emotionally drained, I'd be in tears right now. I wish I could just proudly proclaim simply that "Valentines Day Sucks!" but in all honesty, I can't. Frankly, if I were in a steady relationship with someone that really cared and respected me, I'd feel just the opposite (I think). Yeah, I'd had some pretty wonderful Valentine Days in years past. 💝 Valentine Days with plenty of flowers, candy, good food and better lovin'. That's all old news now, pleasant to reminisce about but distant remnants of my romantic past. Today, I heard from a few men from my past, in some cases… past. But their goal wasn't really to wish me a warm and wonderful Valentine's Day. Nope, they all wanted something from me, not to give me anything, least of all, a phone call or card with nothing but well-wishes for me. No, they wanted "hook-ups'' or ass from me…nothing to give, only to take. Disappointing. Hurtful. Sad. This can't be the way the rest of my life will go, it just can't be! I mean, as chicks go, I think I'm pretty cool. I have a lot to offer and even more to say…but where are those fine gentlemen that appreciate that kind of spunk and pizzazz?! Dude, this whole day sucked! It started this morning, went through my whole work day and is continuing right to this very moment. I'm working hard to NOT be that pessimistic asshole that never has a good day. I can't stand those people, the people that always reply with how they're really feeling when someone politely asks "How are you doing today?" Ridiculous. If I don't know you (well), I don't wanna hear that you're suffering from allergies or that you're tired or that your dog died! Ok, ok...I'll calm down. Let me backup a bit...generally, I have many good days, days that are filled with sincere love and laughter. I suppose the whole thing about being sad or depressed, is that you feel like you'll never feel happy again. I know deep down that I'll feel happy again. I just don't know when exactly. I sure hope it happens soon though. Oh hell, maybe this "sucky" feeling is not because of my job or men or Valentines Day at all…maybe it's just PMS. 😡🩸 One could only hope.

Posted : 2008-02-14 06:07:00 PM Created : 2008-02-14 06:39:00 PM Visible to : Public

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Originally posted on February 15, 2008

If I wasn't so offended and emotionally drained, I'd be in tears right now.  I wish I could just proudly proclaim simply that "Valentines Day Sucks!" but in all honesty, I can't. Frankly, if I we...

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